the next phase of life,

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Name:Mariam aka MJL
School:NUS
Birthday:02/11
About you: Life is a journey and full of experiences awaiting for the soul to submerge and eventually triumph over obstacles.

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Saturday, August 02, 2008

( life thus far )

Work has been exciting for me and I love every moment of it by doing more work. A little update, I got my pay, got my name card and has some spending power. Unfortunately, I have not been able to spend much as I am tied down by some personal issues

My beloved aunt, uncle and a distant grandma was hospitalized and two are in critical condition in SICU. I am disturbed by their condition. Two are in coma and doctors have asked whether we want full resuscitation if their heart beat stop to function. As their niece, I do hope that they can pull through. I cannot believe that their condition deteriorate to such an extent within a short span of time. I have just lost my grandpa and I am not ready to grieve again. My aunt is my mum’s only eldest sister and I can feel that fear and uncertainties like losing my very own sister.

At this time is it right to be cynical?
Is the time for darkness is nearing?
You keep me hanging, I am still persevering
You let me loose, I still hold on to you

I believe in you from the moment you name me yours
I carry your name to make it known
What they say is right, “we are poor in health”
“Their family life is short” they say

We still continue as we have faith in you
But if you are leaving bring me along and
Close all the doors behind and shut our senses
Out from this illusion space

MJL
Girl in an urban jungle

10:59 PM