the next phase of life,

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Name:Mariam aka MJL
School:NUS
Birthday:02/11
About you: Life is a journey and full of experiences awaiting for the soul to submerge and eventually triumph over obstacles.

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

( Repetition/cycle )

She has said why go for it
When you have no belief in it
There has been a thousand times
A repeat of these words of lines
It seems like; I have yet, to change to be, the one
I should have been.

It took me a thousand miles.. to understand
What goes in your mind? Chorus
The signs I have got I thought it is real
That’s when God proves me to be wrong
Making a sin is not my cup of tea
But I am born with it

Why…. can’t you accept the way… I am…. as I can be?
I have tried so hard to be
What I should be (When I am with you) Chorus
But a month ago, I thought it will be ok
Until you appear

I was wrong
I was lied
Being used by you
Making me a fool

Why did you said it when you don’t feel
Why make me wait when you have changed
Where was the promised you gave
About being forever
It was so foolish of me
To think you are the one

But she opened up my eyes
Because
Once written, it cannot be erased
Hurt is hurt and it pains to the ridges
Why hide behind a crusade, when I know what you want
Yes…it is finally goodbye…..

I have got the inspiration to write this poem or whatever you call it from watching 'Spanglish'
when someone is so used to his/her world of pleasing others it is hard to make sense of what love, life and sacrifice really mean...

it is from how I perceived the characters and if any of you have watched that movie...leave a comment thanks

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