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Tuesday, March 25, 2008 ( Repetition/cycle ) When you have no belief in it There has been a thousand times A repeat of these words of lines It seems like; I have yet, to change to be, the one I should have been. It took me a thousand miles.. to understand What goes in your mind? Chorus The signs I have got I thought it is real That’s when God proves me to be wrong Making a sin is not my cup of tea But I am born with it Why…. can’t you accept the way… I am…. as I can be? I have tried so hard to be What I should be (When I am with you) Chorus But a month ago, I thought it will be ok Until you appear I was wrong I was lied Being used by you Making me a fool Why did you said it when you don’t feel Why make me wait when you have changed Where was the promised you gave About being forever It was so foolish of me To think you are the one But she opened up my eyes Because Once written, it cannot be erased Hurt is hurt and it pains to the ridges Why hide behind a crusade, when I know what you want Yes…it is finally goodbye….. I have got the inspiration to write this poem or whatever you call it from watching 'Spanglish' when someone is so used to his/her world of pleasing others it is hard to make sense of what love, life and sacrifice really mean... it is from how I perceived the characters and if any of you have watched that movie...leave a comment thanks 8:58 PM Friday, March 07, 2008 ( ) Let me look at you Just for one last glance Let me hold you tight To make you feel alright I do not want to hurt you I do not want to make you feel pain Yes, I know I used to be so but, Let me make it up to you Just for one last song All I want is…let me be heard See my story and Feel my deepest fears That all this while, I hide it inside, Don’t want you to see my weak part Just an ordinary man to be what he should be I guess I can’t control it anymore But I was grown up to be so You know, I punch it down real deep Not wanting to know where it is placed I guess my fist get to you I don’t mean that to happen I guess my hand slammed your cheek I don’t mean that to happen Let me look at you Just for one glance To hold you close to me Let me hold you tight To make me feel alright It’s not easy for you But look at me I’m facing the four walls Writing this to you All I want is to be with you To make you mine And to hold you tight To make we feel alright Give me, one last look and I will keep it in my heart Give me one last smile Before I’m send to see my angel Give me one last gaze So that I feel warmth Even though it is cold here All I keep now, is our memories Not forgiveness that I am seeking Acceptance that I am looking Not sympathy that I want But just love from you Let me look at you For one last time MJL (girl In an Urban Jungle) 2:44 AM Monday, March 03, 2008 ( Doing much ado about everything ) I shall keep it cool I shall keep it calm I shall keep it really serene I shall be myself That’s my aim hahahahaha 3:44 AM ( ) Dream My mama told me dreams can make you a person She said that all I need is dream, and one day I know Why she’s still here with me, just to comfort me. Because she dreams to have me by her side To be with me when the rain pours down on me I am hers and she knows how I feel But sometimes she keeps it to herself coz, She wants me to be real, not a second of her brand She wants me to fall, to know what pain is To pick up from where I have left As much as she is hurt, she knows that I can be strong Coz, I’m hers and that will define who I am She wants me to feel what it is like to dream And maybe one day I know why she’s here with me But I slip away the moment she is gone ‘Mama, Mama’, I used to call; ‘Mama, Mama’ now the ring is cut short ‘Mama, Mama’ where are you? What am I supposed to do now you’re gone What were left were her voicemail and the empty space On the left side of my bed, I am my mama’s daughter to dream. 3:44 AM |